Villahermosa

I ended up staying there for five days. Daniela my host asked me stay till Christmas and I thought it would be nice to stay with a family for Christmas and also experience what it's like. Daniela likes to party and December is popular time for fiestas.
So I drank everyday. It was fun and tiring at the same time. Finally sent post cards. Cost $56 pesos. $14 pesos per card.

I talked to Lindsey via text briefly and she was cold And I was disappointed but got over it.

Romance is tricky and dangerous. After many flings, I'm more certain that it is not my priority. I find myself thinking more about achieving my dreams of creating a business that is good for this world.

For that matter i believe I'm in the wrong region or perhaps wrong country

Many people that I meet talk of sane things in Mexico about lack of job opportunity but they don't seem to be really driven to advance either rather take it easy and enjoy life. Have roof over head and food in belly and it's good.

Perception about USA is similar. Either hate and against or envy and want to be like. One thing common is that USA do not have a culture and I agree too

I met a guy who used to work for wal Mart and he was fond of US open minded culture. I had to correct him for " not all USA ate open"

I'm at the verge of finish reading Steve jobs. He is about to die and I cried pretty hard when he asked his old friend how he was like when he was young . She answered with "you were petulant and difficult but had a vision "
That made a big important remark in point in my life at spn. I cried in the middle of bus terminal. I'm very happy and very emotional these days. I like it. Feel like a human again who is hungry humble respectful. Remind me of my absolute driven days in high school .