Life of Chisung Lee

Thursday, August 11, 2011

play game

playing with someone's emotion. Seeing the vulnerability through what they complain about, their tone of voice, body language, excitement and confidence relate to louder and firm tone. Subjects or stories that represent insecurity do not come to voice easily and fades fast. Using someone as tool by taking advantage of their respect, trust and loyalty. attempt to control a person

Understanding human emotion is as if great power comes with great responsibility. Many people attempt, many fail. Many mind their own business, stick to who they are, honest to others and as long as there are good intentions it will all be at peace and work towards betterment of mankind and share with people of clicks.

Understanding human emotion can inspire and motivate people to achieve great things that adds value to mankind. start with few people, eventually an army and a mountain.

Understanding human emotion can capture that person into a prison that she doesn't even know about. Give her the pain of loneliness, sweetness of connection, and thirst for more.

boredom exerts our mind to creativity. Study and dig deep while you can. It won't last forever. Living the both ends of the spectrum is what you've always been preaching. You will not enjoy this. You will appreciate this. If you are not living on the edge, you are taking too much space.


We achieve victory as a team. I will die as an individual. I only have 60-70 more years to live if everything go as planned. I may not make it that much. I've already lived 26 years. Looking back and looking forward. What does this mean to me? It means that I have done these experiences and met these people and I reside in Seattle and I can create a pie chart and bar graph to measure who I am connected to and how much based on time and feeling toward individuals. Their title is 'friend'

Don't waste my time on jealousy or envy. There is much more to it. It's a marathon. Some days you are ahead. Some days i'm behind. At the end, it's not about the destination, its about the journey. Making most of it will start with myself feeling content and passionate.

This year. I did not wish for same thing that I've always wished  for. What changed? nothing changed that is why. I wanted change deep inside of me. Living in happiness for far too long that I wanted to misery too. Is this who I am? what about balance. What about my goals? Far too long i've lived in a box. The real journey begins here. What's holding you back? what's bothering you? what is in the way.?

Let's do an exercise we very good at.

Begin with end in mind.

What do I want? I want to know what I want the most, my deepest desire

What do you require to make this happen.

Well. I could sit for hours and mediate with my eyes closed and see what I find. I could eat some mushroom. I need to be challenged and enjoying at the same time. Survival mode kicks in, nothing can stop me, I can always figure things out and support myself.

What do I need to do to feel this way?
I need to do. Act. ACtive. Activate. I already know what decisions to make. Answer is simple. Do it and do it fast and hard. Focus.

What do I need to feel active, focused and fast.
I need to commit to my goals and plans.

How will I commit to my goals and plans, what cause them to fail?
lack of drive, i'm not really going after what I want. going after what I want is meaningful but there is no defined answer, timeless, unknown, little control.

Success comes in cans, failure comes in cants


doing great with saying yes, now can we expedite this yes to hell yes? passion. interest.

Betrayal is only an illusion 

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