Life of Chisung Lee

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

passion

What are you passionate about these days?

living the life to the full. rather than staying home, go out and experience. Enjoy the music and move my body. Observe strangers, listen to their stories, watch their passion grow, help those in need, encourage those who following dreams. Throw rocks at nemesis, encourage dreams.

Pay close attention to what people are saying and relate to how they feel. I may not understand fully, I do my best to relate, because that is where I magnify my experience and their experience. I contribute therefore there is a meaning to my existence and feeling is happiness.

Whatever you are, be a good one ... says Ab Lincoln.
It take ability to get to the top, but it takes character to stay there.... This is quite difficult and very rare character stays there. Many fall, that is the beauty of uncertainty.

Curiosity links to my desire to learn and figure out.
Variety Links to my desire to surprises, uncertainty, unknown, risk, fear, after effect, sense of satisfaction
Certainty links to safety, security, comfort, calm, peace, excitement, confidence, courage, self-respect.

Three words: Curiosity, Variety, Certainty may describe who i am the best.

It is a long journey to find out who I am to where I am. Perhaps it is never ending journey, there won't be an end. As much as I love to certainty and answer, I love to unpredictable consequences and subject to change.

I am honest with myself. Yet, I am not teaching myself to listen to my brain. Listening more to the heart makes me raw and primitive.

Closing door is hard. it is as if giving up. For some reason, true acceptance to leave past behind and welcoming new beginning is not that bad. It feels as I observed larva becoming a butterfly. Friends feel closer, valued, respected both ways, more people want to see me and hear about my whereabout ,goals and plans. Reconnecting, being comfortable and confident are the traces that I see as a result of truly closing the door.

Center of me there is a scar beneath lie there. It's hidden, can't see it only can feel it. It is there, no matter how many years pass, it will not go away. It will be dormant, hidden, ignored and untouched. Nevertheless scar exists.

I love you because you gave it a meaning to your life. You are no longer focusing on narrow vision. You are widening it with caution. But don't be afraid, as you know, you are something special. I love you because you always look up. You may be discouraged, feel anxiety, hopeless, discouraged, rejected, unloved and ignored. not a single moment, you budged. You never gave up, you always looked up and ahead. You were lagging, crawling to the finish line of happiness. Many times you had opportunity to give up, be weak, but as you believed in yourself 4 years ago. I am Survival of Fittest. When it comes down to it. I won't let go. Accomplish the mean. Get to the goal, Finish, give a tangible meaning to the reason.


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