I read this, "when I get sad, I stop being sad and I start becoming awesome", "everyone is fighting their own battles"
For some reason, I remember this because it was meaningful to me.There was period in my life, not too long ago that I would remember a lot of quotes and they had so much meaning to me that I read it once and I never forgotten.
A strategy without tactic is a slowest route to a victory. A Tactic without strategy is a noise before defeat
Had a great day at Tippr. One deal after another. Long conversations. One with William Chambers from Tone def was 45 min long. I wanted to find out if he was a legitimate business and he proved it all by taking my head to spin with all his passion coming out of his pores about Tone Def. I loved it even though his deal was not going to be attractive and it may never see the light but I loved it for the fact that I could carry a conversation, sincere not for the sake of the sale but for the respect. I respected him for doing what he loves. Eventhough I could not understand all his technical terms I loved it.
I have noticed today that I don't use the backspace as much as I used to. I can type at my fast pace without mistyping is the result of it. My fingers are definitely getting used to keyboard as life goes on. I like it.
bEAUTiful sunny day. I loved it. It made me happy.
YEsterday I went to Yoga. It was so peaceful and Chill. Difficult poses, I could not think much about anything other than keeping my balalnce. at the end, I layed down and focused on my breathing. I was instructed to think about 3 happy things that happened today. I was able to come up with it very quickly. This tells me that I am capable of appreciation. I know how to be thankful for what I have and be glad. Today I was able to carry that awesomeness to work. I was in control and confident. I am slowly getting into that space where I enjoy what I do. I enjoy talking to people about the benefits that I'm providing without any bullshit. I feel good about what i'm providing because I am meeting their needs.
Crystal, Katrina, Sara, James, Ilan, Mikayla were all home at one point. We were all happy, getting along, in the moment. Even though it was brief, it was great.
I have noticed something about Ilan lately. What is this? What else could this mean?
Crystal is cool. I like her.
Katrian and I met up for lunch. Unlike our usual time of elevating each other's mood and happiness, this time it was different. It was more like everyday life. Perhaps it's because we've been spending a lot of time together.
Living Situation finally all planned out and taken care of. I have never once worried or thought deeply about it while many people were fighting that battle, stress and concern.
Was it because I just some how knew that everything was going to work out or I was just being Chi that everyone thinks who I am.
Sometimes I feel people know me as what they read in the book rather than who I really am. Or I am not accepting or I am just too naive and self centered to not listen to them.
I like that I think of two opposite possibilities all the time. I think this is very important for becoming who I want to become. Never judge at first impression, really take time because each situtations and people are very complicated and rarely ever some simple.
It's all gonna be ok in the end, if it's not ok it's not the end. This has completely different meaning. As if first does not understand second. Or Second is completely ignoring underlying meaning of first and only interpreting the concrete, outside story.
I am slowly understanding more and more about who I want to become and who I want to keep in my life.
For some reason, I remember this because it was meaningful to me.There was period in my life, not too long ago that I would remember a lot of quotes and they had so much meaning to me that I read it once and I never forgotten.
A strategy without tactic is a slowest route to a victory. A Tactic without strategy is a noise before defeat
Had a great day at Tippr. One deal after another. Long conversations. One with William Chambers from Tone def was 45 min long. I wanted to find out if he was a legitimate business and he proved it all by taking my head to spin with all his passion coming out of his pores about Tone Def. I loved it even though his deal was not going to be attractive and it may never see the light but I loved it for the fact that I could carry a conversation, sincere not for the sake of the sale but for the respect. I respected him for doing what he loves. Eventhough I could not understand all his technical terms I loved it.
I have noticed today that I don't use the backspace as much as I used to. I can type at my fast pace without mistyping is the result of it. My fingers are definitely getting used to keyboard as life goes on. I like it.
bEAUTiful sunny day. I loved it. It made me happy.
YEsterday I went to Yoga. It was so peaceful and Chill. Difficult poses, I could not think much about anything other than keeping my balalnce. at the end, I layed down and focused on my breathing. I was instructed to think about 3 happy things that happened today. I was able to come up with it very quickly. This tells me that I am capable of appreciation. I know how to be thankful for what I have and be glad. Today I was able to carry that awesomeness to work. I was in control and confident. I am slowly getting into that space where I enjoy what I do. I enjoy talking to people about the benefits that I'm providing without any bullshit. I feel good about what i'm providing because I am meeting their needs.
Crystal, Katrina, Sara, James, Ilan, Mikayla were all home at one point. We were all happy, getting along, in the moment. Even though it was brief, it was great.
I have noticed something about Ilan lately. What is this? What else could this mean?
Crystal is cool. I like her.
Katrian and I met up for lunch. Unlike our usual time of elevating each other's mood and happiness, this time it was different. It was more like everyday life. Perhaps it's because we've been spending a lot of time together.
Living Situation finally all planned out and taken care of. I have never once worried or thought deeply about it while many people were fighting that battle, stress and concern.
Was it because I just some how knew that everything was going to work out or I was just being Chi that everyone thinks who I am.
Sometimes I feel people know me as what they read in the book rather than who I really am. Or I am not accepting or I am just too naive and self centered to not listen to them.
I like that I think of two opposite possibilities all the time. I think this is very important for becoming who I want to become. Never judge at first impression, really take time because each situtations and people are very complicated and rarely ever some simple.
It's all gonna be ok in the end, if it's not ok it's not the end. This has completely different meaning. As if first does not understand second. Or Second is completely ignoring underlying meaning of first and only interpreting the concrete, outside story.
I am slowly understanding more and more about who I want to become and who I want to keep in my life.
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