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I met a very important person today.
We did not exchange words. We spent about couple hours together and time flew by. We met at a nice Mexican restaurant front of the park. Then we went for a walk together. We exchanged smile. After two hours, we were much close. Skinship. We were much comfortable. We did not exchange a single word. It was wonderful. I was cautious and observing. Much of time could be consumed here. I could how others settle for this. But I don't want to be attached.

Our bond perhaps formulated since inception. I was introduced over a year ago digitally via pictures.mI have dreaded our first meet. I avoided, kept my mind off, I ignored but there were many signs. Signs from God? Higher power? Spirits?

There were many as a constant reminder.

Now we live within driving distance. I have choice to rekindle. Somehow, my life has been leading me to this. The lifestyle that I have, would it be affected by this? Would it be positive or negative? I feel like that is my choice. I felt fuzzy. I could sense a tiny seed of emotion and I saw that I could make that choice to grow it.

To do this I must become a team. There is no other option. This is go big or go home situation. This is a kill or save situation. This is either pull the trigger or don't.

Situations have not changed much, only difference is that I understand the value of serving others. Supporting. I am so independent I am a survivor I am an example it is ok for them to depend on me.

After all, strongest point of my life always has been when others depend on.

I was recently reiterated and reminded of trust. Value of trust is very high. What about love? Do they coexist?

Could I have love without trust? Yes I think so... I would be tested. Absolute compassion and giving all love, does this require trust? I really don't know. Many would automatically and carelessly say no. If there is no trust there is no love....
I beg the differ. We are all selfish. To serve our selfish need, we need trust to love. There are very very few who can love and just simply love always and forever.

Could I have trust without love?
No I don't think so.