Challenge talk

Do you have a challenge?

Yes it's an ongoing battle

What is it?

To be more disciplined with mistakes from reoccurring. Big challenges I have few like things I want to accomplish before I die.

What areas do u feel you lack discipline in?And what kind of challenges have you set forth for yourself?

This morning, I was supposed to meet with important person and I slept through it because I didn't set an alarm, because I went to bed late, but when it all came down to it, they are just excuses. Core underlying factor is that I demonstrated to that person I didn't care and he was disappointed and I feel bad still, it bothers me, only I can do is show with action to make up. You know regrets and mistakes. Just hate those. So this is a reoccurring event, it happened before and probably happen again. That's the bad news and good news is that I am good at making up.

Well people only accept making up for so long before try get tired of that and want someone/something more reliable.

Best challenge I overcame was being happy and content alone. No emotional dependency. Self confidence. Not needing things/people for my satisfaction

That is a good thing to overcome....

Guilt and fear is motivator but very poor choice and never bound to last forever. Happiness on the other hand show good example such as Disney and coca cola

So now you're focusing inward to who you are and how you are

There is a quote 'we see them as we are not as they are'. Inward to who/how I am is my everyday thing, I'm focusing on noticing changes.Ego plays a tricky thing because we desire to rise and reach for higher ground in whatever interest passion career status truth and enlightenment but minute we think we are on top only path left is down.

For me, I know that my career is not going to be my life. It's a means to a life I want but not my life.

I want career to be my life.

Do you really think that's the best way?

There is a reason that brought us together I call that vibration, such as you asking 'best way?' 'Some ppl live to have things, I'm here for the exp' I always seek best way over easy way and while I live I'm just here for the experience. Experience as much as I can before I die. Steve jobs created a great company touched great quantity of lives and made quality of lives better for the world while stepping on few people ruthlessly not paying close interaction with his family and friends. My dreams, what I get inspired on lies on that wavelength minus the mean person part. I live for the here and now. Right now I just want to melt away in work that I love doing and care for. So everything else becomes secondary.